salamun alaik , readers :) okay la , mybe esok or mlm ne aku buat post psl nawal(hadiah) yg diberi oleh dua org best homosapiens aku , SYAZA AND MURO . karang2 la eh .. :D pics blum upload wehh . edit pon belum . lek2 okay :) heheehehe . dont worry, insyallah , aku post ASAP . well today , ada sorang ni , dia mau aku crita camana aku boleh berubah . correction : i`m still changing yok , but it wont be a problem to tell the humans out there :D but , aku nda kisah pun kmu mo bca or not . just writing :) take notes if you wanna change .
its very hard for me to change . yes , betul , sgt susah . tnya la sepasepa yg kenal aku dari dulu , mmg berbeza . aku yg dulu , amat JAHAT . jahat in all criteria . with family , friends , cuzens , sama smua orang . mulut aku ne , cabul . eeee amat . sgala makian tu lgsung la aku teda prasaan ckp . dlm surau dn msjid pon la aku prnah ckp . isyarat tgn yg biadap tu pun aku prnah buat . byk kali . and aku bngga msa buat bnda tu dulu . imagine .
geng aku ramai boys . fuhh . and i`m very close with them . batas lgsunglgsung teda . my mother and father were like a huge GATE to my way , and i asked a GOOD CONTRACTOR to destroy them . how could I? adik2 aku , aku prnah sumpah . maki . pukul . with my friends , byk kali org skliling aku skit hati . with my words yg tajam . kalah pisau . solat aku nda jaga . ambil ringan . hell or heaven , i dont care . aurat , hahahaha . org nasihat msuk tlinga kanan kluar tlinga kiri . couple ? best wahh ! - my OLD opinion .
see, i cant tell specific pun cemna aku boleh brubah , it all comes from our heart . do we want to change? Allah will guide us , true . it takes our own strength , our commitment , our confident in do things , our effort . semua tu ada . and we must strong . tabah . jgn mudah goyah dgn dugaan skeliling . pray always , ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS . SENTIASA ..
solat . solat . solat . solat . :) Allah suruh kita solat , solat la . Allah suruh kita ttp aurat , ttup la . Allah suru jga batas , jga la . Allah suru byar zakat , byar la . Allah suru posa , posa la . Allah suru hormat org len , hormat la . Allah suru doa , doa la . Allah suru bca Al-Quran , baca la . Allah suru apa2 , buat la . Allah suru HINDAR BENDA YG HARAM DN XBOLE BUAT , HINDAR LA .
snang jak pon . cant we spend just minutes in our days to praise Allah? Alah bg nikmat tiap2 hari . klau la Allah nda syg kau , lma suda kau mati . tp He still love us, cant we love Him back ?
and credits to HLOVATE , novelis . ur books are so making me realize about Allah`s magnificent creation . blessings . alhamdulillah . and Syahzananie Mahadi , for helping me a lot . change to be a better person . AMIN.
salamun alaik , readers :) okay la , mybe esok or mlm ne aku buat post psl nawal(hadiah) yg diberi oleh dua org best homosapiens aku , SYAZA AND MURO . karang2 la eh .. :D pics blum upload wehh . edit pon belum . lek2 okay :) heheehehe . dont worry, insyallah , aku post ASAP . well today , ada sorang ni , dia mau aku crita camana aku boleh berubah . correction : i`m still changing yok , but it wont be a problem to tell the humans out there :D but , aku nda kisah pun kmu mo bca or not . just writing :) take notes if you wanna change .
its very hard for me to change . yes , betul , sgt susah . tnya la sepasepa yg kenal aku dari dulu , mmg berbeza . aku yg dulu , amat JAHAT . jahat in all criteria . with family , friends , cuzens , sama smua orang . mulut aku ne , cabul . eeee amat . sgala makian tu lgsung la aku teda prasaan ckp . dlm surau dn msjid pon la aku prnah ckp . isyarat tgn yg biadap tu pun aku prnah buat . byk kali . and aku bngga msa buat bnda tu dulu . imagine .
geng aku ramai boys . fuhh . and i`m very close with them . batas lgsunglgsung teda . my mother and father were like a huge GATE to my way , and i asked a GOOD CONTRACTOR to destroy them . how could I? adik2 aku , aku prnah sumpah . maki . pukul . with my friends , byk kali org skliling aku skit hati . with my words yg tajam . kalah pisau . solat aku nda jaga . ambil ringan . hell or heaven , i dont care . aurat , hahahaha . org nasihat msuk tlinga kanan kluar tlinga kiri . couple ? best wahh ! - my OLD opinion .
see, i cant tell specific pun cemna aku boleh brubah , it all comes from our heart . do we want to change? Allah will guide us , true . it takes our own strength , our commitment , our confident in do things , our effort . semua tu ada . and we must strong . tabah . jgn mudah goyah dgn dugaan skeliling . pray always , ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS . SENTIASA ..
solat . solat . solat . solat . :) Allah suruh kita solat , solat la . Allah suruh kita ttp aurat , ttup la . Allah suru jga batas , jga la . Allah suru byar zakat , byar la . Allah suru posa , posa la . Allah suru hormat org len , hormat la . Allah suru doa , doa la . Allah suru bca Al-Quran , baca la . Allah suru apa2 , buat la . Allah suru HINDAR BENDA YG HARAM DN XBOLE BUAT , HINDAR LA .
snang jak pon . cant we spend just minutes in our days to praise Allah? Alah bg nikmat tiap2 hari . klau la Allah nda syg kau , lma suda kau mati . tp He still love us, cant we love Him back ?
and credits to HLOVATE , novelis . ur books are so making me realize about Allah`s magnificent creation . blessings . alhamdulillah . and Syahzananie Mahadi , for helping me a lot . change to be a better person . AMIN.
A girl with a lot of flaws. She went to the wrong ways too often and when she saw the light at the end of the road, she tried hard to reach it but on her way she fell, she tripped and the light dimmed. She nearly gave up but she didn't. She then realized that if she never went through those ups and downs she will never appreciate life as she is now.
