I don't know why leh tp I am , I do and I hope so much supaya Allah bagi aku byk2 kkuatan next year dan hari-hari seterusnya, insyallah jika aku masih diberi peluang utk mnikmati khidupan di muka bumi ni. Ayat aku skg agak-agak puitis but aku betul2 maksudkannya. Kau akn jarang nmpak this side of me; melainkan aku betul-betul kasi tegang otak aku mmikirkan bnda2 yg merunsingkan hati aku. Kenapa?
Masa aku tulis entri ni, ada 3 benda yang bersarang bertelur dan segalanya dkat otak aku.
1st: Responsibility.
Aku nda mau mention apa yg aku maksudkan tu sbnarnya dekat sini. Well at first aku mmg terima dgn hati yg terpaksa. Frankly speaking, aku nda terima dgn hati yg terbuka, at first. I'm sorry. It's awkward. Sangat2 pelik, tahu? Seriously, I am not that good in playing my role as a leader. Or anything that needs some brilliant ways in handling an organization. But, for the sake of my friends and the others, I have to. Please give your support, will ya? *Ya Allah, aku betul2 takut dan risau betul ni. Kompem beruban rambut aku tahun depan. Moga diberi kekuatan. T^T
2nd: Studies.
Well this is common. My mother always ask me about this thing ba actually. Am I ready to face these subjects (science stream) or I don't want to and move to other place and take sastera. = = Sorry but I don't have any interest dalam bidang tu. It's okay, Insyallah Allah akan bantu belajar semua subjek2 sains tu. Addmaths and all. Allah Ya Rabb, tolonglah dirku dan kawan-kawanku niiiii. It's easy right? Macam buka penutup botol. Aku tgh positifkan diri aku ni. = =
3rd: Dreams.
I want to be a doctor or pharmacist. My mom told me jgn jadi cikgu. Kenapa? Sbb my mom wants her children to do something yg lbih dari mereka. Capai impian yg paling tinggi sekali namun tidak usah pksa diri. Buat yang terbaik dan serahkan pada Yang Maha Esa. Aku mau study overseas. Australia. Selain timba ilmu sana, aku mau cari pengalaman. Dan insyallah aku akan berusaha sebaik mungkin dibawah ketentuan Allah.
p/s; Kenapa aku tulis semua ni? Sebab orang sekeliling aku ckp psl next year. Jadi dari aku buat psl next year shja baik aku buat utk next next next year lg, insyallah if diberi peluang hidup. Tu yg smpai sebut cita2 tu. Hahahaha . Aku takut ba ni. Tu la tulis ni. Chenggggg
I don't know why leh tp I am , I do and I hope so much supaya Allah bagi aku byk2 kkuatan next year dan hari-hari seterusnya, insyallah jika aku masih diberi peluang utk mnikmati khidupan di muka bumi ni. Ayat aku skg agak-agak puitis but aku betul2 maksudkannya. Kau akn jarang nmpak this side of me; melainkan aku betul-betul kasi tegang otak aku mmikirkan bnda2 yg merunsingkan hati aku. Kenapa?
Masa aku tulis entri ni, ada 3 benda yang bersarang bertelur dan segalanya dkat otak aku.
1st: Responsibility.
Aku nda mau mention apa yg aku maksudkan tu sbnarnya dekat sini. Well at first aku mmg terima dgn hati yg terpaksa. Frankly speaking, aku nda terima dgn hati yg terbuka, at first. I'm sorry. It's awkward. Sangat2 pelik, tahu? Seriously, I am not that good in playing my role as a leader. Or anything that needs some brilliant ways in handling an organization. But, for the sake of my friends and the others, I have to. Please give your support, will ya? *Ya Allah, aku betul2 takut dan risau betul ni. Kompem beruban rambut aku tahun depan. Moga diberi kekuatan. T^T
2nd: Studies.
Well this is common. My mother always ask me about this thing ba actually. Am I ready to face these subjects (science stream) or I don't want to and move to other place and take sastera. = = Sorry but I don't have any interest dalam bidang tu. It's okay, Insyallah Allah akan bantu belajar semua subjek2 sains tu. Addmaths and all. Allah Ya Rabb, tolonglah dirku dan kawan-kawanku niiiii. It's easy right? Macam buka penutup botol. Aku tgh positifkan diri aku ni. = =
3rd: Dreams.
I want to be a doctor or pharmacist. My mom told me jgn jadi cikgu. Kenapa? Sbb my mom wants her children to do something yg lbih dari mereka. Capai impian yg paling tinggi sekali namun tidak usah pksa diri. Buat yang terbaik dan serahkan pada Yang Maha Esa. Aku mau study overseas. Australia. Selain timba ilmu sana, aku mau cari pengalaman. Dan insyallah aku akan berusaha sebaik mungkin dibawah ketentuan Allah.
p/s; Kenapa aku tulis semua ni? Sebab orang sekeliling aku ckp psl next year. Jadi dari aku buat psl next year shja baik aku buat utk next next next year lg, insyallah if diberi peluang hidup. Tu yg smpai sebut cita2 tu. Hahahaha . Aku takut ba ni. Tu la tulis ni. Chenggggg
Buat muka slumber balik.
PROFILE
A girl with a lot of flaws. She went to the wrong ways too often and when she saw the light at the end of the road, she tried hard to reach it but on her way she fell, she tripped and the light dimmed. She nearly gave up but she didn't. She then realized that if she never went through those ups and downs she will never appreciate life as she is now.
